This is a story of a pot hole in my road.

have you ever had a moment where you take a step back and you evaluate your life and you come to realize that you are not where you'd like to be and that you have a list of fifty gazillion things you would love to change but you want all these changes to happen tomorrow but when you realize that tomorrow will be the same as today you just feel hopeless? Yep ... that is how i am feeling at this moment ... sigh